That Doctor Is Mine

IT’S three o’clock in the afternoon again. The loud sound of the bell can be heard again in Manila, Quiapo. Avah held up her personal rosary as she walked the long way to the altar of the convent. She was also wearing the white uniform of the Sisters in the convent. Next time, her white dress will be black because she will finally be a full -fledged nun.

When she reached the first long chair in front of the altar she sank down. It was there that she began to pray the Rosary which, although it was long, she never tired of reciting the holy prayer.

From childhood until now, when she was twenty-six, she did it every day until three o’clock. It is as if it is a disease that even though she has a good reason not to do it, she still lives it in her mind even when she is not in front of Jesus.

After she prayed, she went out of the church to help her fellow Sisters in cooking snacks for children like her, which the Catholic Church takes care of.

As Avah was walking, she heard Mother Segunda’s voice. The good woman who cared for her when she was a baby. Mother Segunda was still a sister then, now over time she is in charge of the entire association of nuns in the convent.

“Sister Avah.” The old nun, with her age and old age, had wrinkled her skin and her body parts were drooping just like her cheeks.

“Mother Segunda, good afternoon.” Avah greeted the approaching nun.

“Did you just finish praying the Holy Rosary?” Mother Segunda asked with a smile.

“Yes, Mother. I also pray that the ceremony that will make me a nun will be facilitated.” Avah promises as they continue to walk. Now they are in the garden where the young people are playing and their bitter laughter keeps the catholic church alive.

“Regarding that matter, I wish I could talk to you.”ConTEent bel0ngs to Nôv(e)lD/rama(.)Org .

“All right, Mother. What do you want to say? Has God heard my prayer and has the ceremony expedited?” Avah said happily that the joy was obvious in her voice.

“I know it comes from your heart to choose to be next to God over anything in the world. I also know that this is what you have been waiting for and looking forward to. But Avah, you have not yet fully seen the beauty of life outside. of the Convent because all you see are the unpleasant. ”

“No matter how beautiful the world outside the Convent is, I will not trade my real home. And God’s home is my only home, Mother Segunda.” Avah smiled as she looked intently at the images of the holy Saints and Apostles of Jesus.

“Whatever you say is my decision, Sister Avah. You must leave the Convent one day in two weeks.” When Avah heard this, she immediately stopped and turned to the nun. Shock was posted on her gentle and beautiful face. “During that time you meditate, imagine there is another kind of life besides serving in the Convent. I am not driving you away, Sister Avah. In fact I really want you to be here as a full -fledged nun. But when it comes out I’m like you before I tied up with God I saw the beauty of the outside world. I want you to see it too, and then you decide. When the second week comes and this is what you want, nothing else can stop you from being appointed to you as a true nun. ”

The two just stopped in the middle of the garden. No matter how loud the children’s laughter was, Avah didn’t seem to hear it because of what the nun had said.

“But Mother Segunda, my decision is complete. My dream is to become a nun. You don’t have to let me out to meditate!” The maiden’s plea.

“Sister Avah, as I said. Whatever you decide or publish will not change my decision. All the nuns here have gone through the same ordeal, but many have also found true happiness outside of the Catholic Church. Avah , trust God. Whatever happens over your outside speech, think that it is God’s will. And whatever your decision may be, you are still a full -fledged nun in my eyes. ” There was a sweet smile on Mother Segunda’s lips as she said everything to the girl. And in the girl’s silence, Segunda knew that she had convinced the girl.

The day passed quickly, even though Avah wanted to stop the time she knew it was madness. She was carrying one of her suitcases. The suitcase was loaded with her bibles, scanty clothes, rosaries, and her other sacred items.

Behind Avah were her companions inside. They all watched Avah leave with a streak of sadness in their eyes.

She was only one step away from the Convent. Fortunately, she had saved a little money that she could use in the first week.

“Sister Avah, take it with you on your departure. You need it more.” Mother Segunda handed over an old and small cellphone called Nokia 3210.

“Thank you, Mother Segunda. Thank you brothers and sisters. I promise I will come back here and when I return I will never leave again.”

“Be careful, Sister Avah. We’ll wait.” Another Sister who was a few years younger said to her.

“All right Avah, may Lord Lumika guide you.” Saying goodbye to Segunda.

Avah smiled at everyone and then she took one step towards the outside of the Convent yard. When she came out, the big wooden door closed and only then did she feel alone.

She stared at the cellphone and then remembered that she had pinned the number of her young man in the Convent on the page of her bible. She immediately snatched the bible from the pocket of her suitcase and immediately saw the friend’s number given to her when their paths met in the Church.

She immediately called it and only after a few rings someone answered on the other line.

“Hello? Who’s this?” The friend said

“I-it’s Avah.” She was embarrassed to introduce herself here.

“Avah? Who’s Avah?”

“Avah Rodeo,”

“Oh my god! Is that really you? Avah from the same orphanage?”

“Yes, I am. I called you because you are the only one who knows and has contact with me. I-I went out of the Convent and I thought… that maybe I can stay at your house for two weeks.”

She Quickly agree, “Yeah, sure!”

“So this is the guest room, you can use it for the next two weeks. Go on, unpack your things while I ready some foods. I know you’re hungry.” said Avah’s friend Melanie.

She’s a very successful Hotel and Restaurant Manager that no one would ever thought she was raised by nuns and was once an orphaned child.

When Melanie said goodbye to Avah to cook, she only started taking out her things. She took out her books and bible first and then her clothes.

When she had finished arranging her belongings she left the room and went to her friend’s small kitchen. Melanie lives in a condo unit that she worked for two years to buy. The condo is divided into five parts. The living room, master’s bedroom, bedroom, the kitchen and the bathroom.

After they ate, Melanie prepared for her date with her fiancé who she had been with for three years.

Avah was left alone at home. Her only hobby is to read the life of Jesus or pray because she does not know how to operate the television in the living room.

By seven o’clock, she had finished cooking dinner. She was just waiting for her friend Melanie so they could eat together.

Avah didn’t notice the time, which was probably because of her tiredness and flight this morning, she didn’t notice that she was asleep on the sofa while waiting for her friend.

Loud sobs awoke the sleeping Avah. She got up from lying on the sofa and she was surprised to see some cracked utensils and bottles on the floor while Melanie was crying loudly to one side. It landed on the cold floor.

“M-Melanie?” Avah calls her friend. Remembering to approach her friend, she knelt in front of it and gently hugged the girl.

Avah could smell the strong smell of alcohol clinging to the friend’s body. She was intoxicated with alcohol and she was worried about any reason for her drunkenness.

“Melanie? Why are you crying? Why are you drinking?” Avah asked. She didn’t want to ask if it was okay because she already knew the answer to it.

“Avah!” Melanie cried. She wrapped her two hands around Avah’s slender body and her crying got even louder. “Avah!” When Melanie repeated the name of her friend who was now in tears because of the girl’s situation.

“What happened, Melanie? I’m just here, you can vent all your resentment on me.” She said in her soft voice.

“He just cheated on me, Avah! Three years! We’ve been together for three years! But he managed to cheat on me! He fcked a random girl and is now bearing his child! Greg left me, Avah! He cheated me! He… he will marry his woman. ” Melanie’s crying got louder next to her.

After Greg met Melanie to talk separately, the girl went straight to the bar to drown in alcohol. She thought that maybe after getting too drunk she will fell asleep and the pain will vanish. But no luck. She only got worst of herself. Messed up and wasted.