fanqie novel
53
Morgan pov.
I can't bring myself to talk. Raw energy rushes beneath the surface of my skin and it makes me silent as I try and get used to the strangeness of my body. Everything feels different and I want to hide myself away again. Crawl into Rain and make a home inside of him if it means it will help me deal with the sensations running through me. I lift my finger, tracing the veins in his forearms and it feels like no effort and too much work at the same time. There's a part of me that feels light and something that feels heavy, like it's not fully formed yet and I close my eyes and snuggle into Rain again, hiding my face in his neck and nuzzling him.
He has a scent now. Something different to the soaps I'm used to smelling on him. He smells warm, a base of vanilla with a spicy tint to it that makes me tingle everywhere and the sensations are so much worse. I focus on his heartbeat, and it pounds in my ears, making me feel like I'm drowning in him as he wraps his arms around me again, holding me tighter to him. The kiss he places on my head makes me wine in pleasure and I can't bring myself to be embarrassed at the noise that my body makes, not when I want him to do it again. To make me drown in him. The heaviness lifts some, not enough to make me stop hiding but enough to make me breathe a little easier.
I hear noises outside the window, children laughing and wings flapping and I'm pretty sure I'm not supposed to be hearing it. Rain's skin feels like silk under my touch, and I want to wrap myself into him. He chuckles and runs his fingers through my hair, causing my body to curl into itself as the pleasure shoots through me like an electrical current. His large hand settles on the back of my neck, rubbing there and I go soft, plaint in his arms as his scent crawls under my skin and settles there. Something animalistic inside of me wants his scent everywhere, wants it do drip from me until I'm smelling just like he is and so I open my mouth and bite the junction where his shoulder and neck meet, my teeth sharp enough to sink into his flesh and draw blood.Text © by N0ve/lDrama.Org.
"Little human.” He growls into my ear, and I go lip at his nickname, my tongue lazily lapping up the blood before I find another place to bite and sink my teeth into his skin. He hisses in pain but doesn't pull away, letting me repeat what I'm doing for no other reason than I'm the one doing it. I'm sure of it. I bite him until the need eases inside of me and another part of the heaviness lifts from my body. I lift my face from his neck and look at him, his eyes looking a little hazed and strange pride swells inside my chest. "You're playing with fire." He growls and I notice the sharpness of his canines, awakening a deeper need inside of me, so I bare my neck to him. His eyes widen in shock, and I wine, deep in my throat, my tongue refusing to form words.
I bring his face to my neck, whining like a child until he places a kiss on my skin to calm me down. A shuddering breath ripples through my lungs as his teeth scrape against my skin and I press myself against him, feeling the sharp nick of his teeth. Another whine leaves my lips, and he brings his hands up to cup my neck, shushing me before his teeth sink into my neck and every bit of heaviness that was left in my bones disappears as his scent travels over me, into my veins and something clicks into place inside of me. For the first time in my life, I feel complete, whole, like I have all the pieces of me I need to function.
My eyes fall shut as images of Rain flash in front of me. A younger looking man who's looking down at me with such fierce protection as he growls that I am his and my soul clicks into place with his. A howling and emptiness in my heart as he's ripped away and then a flaring pain as another part of me is taken. Emptiness that crushes my chest settles inside of me and then it's all soothed by a strange hazy film that snaps as Rain's teeth bites into my neck for the second time. I curl my arms around him, digging my nails into his flesh as he rips the painful parts of my memories away and replaces them with the first time I saw him in the ring, with the frustration I felt when he disobeyed me and then the relief I felt when I found him in those woods. His tongue swirls over his bite marks and I go delirious with pleasure, the layers of clothes between us disappearing as I drape my body over his.
I open my mouth in a silent scream as he enters me, something about this feeling so much different than all the other times. The connection not being just physical but also in every part of my soul, of my mind. It's gentle and urgent at the same time, sweet agonizing pleasure fills me and when his mouth slots over mine I can feel the magic in my veins escaping. It feels like second nature, like I know what to do with it and I do as it wraps around us, puling us closer to each other. I gasp as it climbs under Rain's skin, flooding through his body, connecting our nerve endings to each other to such an extent that I'm unsure of where he begins, and I end.
Casey is there, in my mind, in my soul, she's in every part of my body and I feel her as prominent as I feel Remi. He's everywhere, a part of me as much as he's a part of Rain and we're all one. Moving as one, surviving as one and healing as one. My eyes jolt open, and I stare at Rain's grey orbs, his need for me so evident in them as clear as the love I feel inside every cell of my body. As we reach our peaks he leans down and sinks his teeth into my flesh again, solidifying the connection between us. As I drift into darkness this time, I'm whole, complete and ready to raise havoc on anyone standing in the way of my peace.