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Chapter 2579
Chapter 2579
"Believe me, Kingston. At that time, I was truly like a savage person who had not been enlightened by the thousands of years of
human civilizations."
Upon saying that, Eevonne's tears started to stream quietly down her cheeks.
Kingston simply felt sorry for her when he heard her objectively judging her craziness and psychotic episode.
"You’re a good girl. Tn this world, every girl who could reflect on herself, recognize her own mistake, and who doesn't subjectively
praise herself but objectively judge herself, is a good girl. Eevonne, you are a brave girl," Kingston comforted her in a miserable
but firm tone.
Eevonne was choked with tears. "Kingston, do you know? I...I only need a friend. Just one.
"I need a friend who could completely understand me. I need this friend to tell me that I’m not a bad person and I don't like to
argue with others that much. I just need a friend to care for me, agree with me, and approve of me. Just one would do.
"However, I don't have any. All content © N/.ôvel/Dr/ama.Org.
"There are so many people in the company. Many of them remained silent or neutral, at best, but not a person would stand up for
me.
"I think if someone in this world could encourage me, comfort me, and tell me, 'Eevonne, it's alright. You shouldn't care so much
anymore in the future. Perhaps being in a chaotic environment, it's inevitable for you to have an argument with others.
"'Eevonne, you have to remember this in the future, you should always remain calm and objective when it comes to arguments
that you shouldn't be involved in. However, if it was something that needed to fight for, you must be unyielding. You have to let
those people know that your mind is not that weak, you're calm, and you're extraordinary.
" 'If you could do that, those people would no longer dare to have a prejudice against you. Naturally, nobody would exhaust all
the ways to pick a fight with you and piss you off, which would lead you to quarrel with everybody you see.
"'In other words, you use your intelligence. You can't be afraid of being lonely and offending others. You can't be without
principles and dignity. The more you're like that, the more you'll lose everything. In the end, you'll end up in this current state.
'"Eevonne, you have to believe that even if you've lost everything in the world, you still have me.'
"Kingston, how I wish someone had told me that, supported me, understood me, cared for me. Even if there's only one person.
"I would have been able to not be such a psycho. I would have been able to stop being so crazy.
"But I didn't have any.
"I had never gotten any approval since childhood.
"When I was in middle school, my math grades were extremely good, and I always scored a hundred percent on every test.
However, because my nose was always runny and I was always dirty, my teacher thought that I was a dumb kid whose bad at
studying.
"I indeed did not put my mind on my studies. However, nobody knows that I am actually very intelligent when it comes to
learning.
"Therefore, the production process table that I had given to Mister Lourd was something that I had carefully tested. As long as he
followed my process, he certainly would not have any mistakes.
"You know, I clearly was not at fault at all, and I clearly had done everything right, but I still was not recognized and I was still
wronged. Could it be that I truly am a fool?
"I am not a fool. I'm just a psycho. Since all of them thought that I was a psycho, then I am a psycho."
Kingston laughed in a relaxed manner and asked, "what psychotic thing did you do?"
He knew and he could be certain that Eevonne was not a psycho.
She was far from being a psycho.
Those dark sides of the psychos were something that they were unwilling to heal and reveal. They would try their level best to
conceal it. How could they possibly expose themselves so completely as Eevonne had done?
Eevonne raised her eyebrows, laughed at herself, and said, "I threatened Holly at that time that I want to kill her!"