Chapter 173
Chapter 173
Harrison's hand stopped in mid-air.
"You know that there is no possibility between us. You are both good to me and ruthless to me. I don't want to experience such repeated things!" I shook my head and refused. All text © NôvelD(r)a'ma.Org.
I'm probably the only one who knows what I'm refusing.
To let things develop to this point, it was not caused by one of us. To be serious, it was caused by our freedom.
When I first knew that it was impossible, I should have left quickly. Or when I decided to ask Harrison to help me, I shouldn't have thought of anything else. If I really did it according to the deal, it would definitely not be like this.
I will feel heartache if I leave him, but he can smile with other women in front of me. This is unfair, from unfair beginning to unfair end.
After a long time, Harrison, who had been silent, finally said, "I have never been like this to other women, and I have never been as ruthless as you said. What can make you give me such an evaluation?"
Hearing his words, I stopped sobbing and looked up just in time to meet him. I answered intermittently, "If it wasn't... heartless, how could you... be with Abbie?"
This matter was simply a knot in my heart. It could be said that all of the problems started with Abbie's appearance. Ever since I knew that she had kidnapped me and even found a few men to rape me, I was no longer able to face her in a normal manner.
It was inevitable for a woman to be so ruthless. Moreover, she kept appearing in front of me and showing off.
"It's not my intention for Abbie to follow me, it's her father's idea," Harrison said seriously.
I wasn't willing to accept this answer. "I know that if you're a businessman, you must be wary of business matters. The elders told you to take care of Abbie, so whatever you're doing is what you should do, right?"
"It's not what I want to make you unhappy."
His words almost made me surrender again.
At this moment, I want to say something more. As long as you are with me forever, it doesn't matter whether you are happy or not. The premise is that you are with me forever.
I desperately wanted to know the answer. I knew what kind of woman I was in Harrison's heart, but I retreated. He should have heard everything in the police station, right?
Even though Harrison might have known that I was fired and divorced in the past, now that he has spread it out in front of him, I feel uncomfortable, unbearable, and so on. At the bottom of all kinds of emotions, there is still a sense of inferiority.
It was undeniable that I felt inferior. In the past, I thought that I would not be with Harrison because my past was too chaotic. But now, I felt that I was not worthy of him. As a woman, I basically had the experience of lowering the price.
I really don't know if God is joking with me.
Every time I'm in the most embarrassing situation, Harrison sees it. He has no choice but to hide it.
I've always thought that I'm the victim. Callen and the others are the murderers and I'm the one who added a lot of evidence. For the first time, I realized that there was still a large part of the problem on me.
I shook my head and forced a smile. "The problem is not with you. It's because I think too much that it's like this. So let's go."
"What do you mean?" Harrison asked in a low voice.
His tone seemed to hide a lot of emotions. It sounded calm on the surface, but my intuition was not so simple. It was not simple, but so what? He was not a person on the same path. Sooner or later, they would be separated. Instead of being sad at that time, long pain was better than short pain.
After thinking through all this, my heart slowly relaxed. "You continue to be a rich person, and I will return to my normal life and return to my original position." "Do you think you can go back that step?" Harrison looked at me and chuckled.
His slender fingers were on my lips, and I could feel the temperature of his fingers, as if they were burning me. "Chelsea, from the moment you came to my side, you decided to never go back."
After that, Harrison picked me up, carried me back to the bedroom, and gently put me on the bed.
I was still sleeping in the same room when I woke up. At this time, I had the time to observe the layout of the room. I didn't expect that it was exactly the same as when I was here. There was no change at all.
A soft, shattered voice pulled me back to reality. When I looked up, I saw Harrison taking off his suit. I looked at him warily and asked, "What are you doing?"
Harrison slowly unbuttoned his shirt and whispered, "Can't you tell?"
"Are you still human? I've already become like this and you're still thinking nonsense. Who am I in your heart? Is she the woman you raised with your wallet?" I asked angrily.
At this time, how could I care about anything else? My mind was filled with negative emotions, as well as Harrison's attitude towards me. He was a gentleman in front of Abbie, but in front of me, he was like a completely different person.
Perhaps in his eyes, Abbie was like a noble flower, while I was like a lowly dog tail flower!
Looking at Harrison, whose upper body was not covered at all, I swallowed my saliva and slowly rubbed my body back on the bed. I knew that I should not be fascinated by beauty at this time, but I believed that if it were anyone else, they might have pounced on me.
So I was calm and rational, and I only knew to keep stepping back. Harrison was insatiable. I took a step back and he took a step forward until I was pushed to the edge of the bed and fell backward.
Subconsciously, I let out an "ah" and prepared to receive the pain below. What awaited me was not the pain, but the feeling of being held in someone's arms. I slowly opened my eyes, and Harrison's face appeared in front of me.
"It's okay. Don't worry." He comforted her softly.
Such gentle eyes and voice made me, who had been crying for a long time, fall into tears again. "I told you clearly that don't be nice to me and don't always appear beside me. Do you know that it's easy for me not to leave you? Even if you really get married and have children with others in the future, I will be jealous and sad!"
"I'll take your money. I've done my job of asking you for help. During this period of time, well treat each other as getting rid of loneliness. Don't meet each other again after we're separated. It's good for both of us!"
What I said was all from the bottom of my heart.
No matter how sad I was, I couldn't stop Harrison's future. His life had just begun, and I had already fallen into the abyss. If I wanted to get out, I would have to pay a painful price.
I'm even more unwilling to let him pay the price. The only thing I can do is to let them forget each other.